Defense Mechanism

we have a lot of anxiety thus we have defense mechanisms that are set in place. I have two that i overuse time after time and they are Displacement and Projection. Displacement is taking frustration out on something else and projection is assigning feelings to others. My displacement come from things that i cant get done or get things that i want. It is quite annoying at times but i always do it. For example wen i want to eat something and my parents cook something entirely different i take out my anger out any thing and anybody. I have alot of anger inside much more than anyone should have but i hide it. I would go shoot or hunting to release it. I am not proud of my anger but i would love to think before i act. It will really help the situations i tend to get in. Due to the fact that i have displacement i project my feelings on to others. Its hard to control because of my anger. if i am angry the very next person that i see i will blame them for my anger. Because of this i tend to keep far from people. i will try to change them but its a difficult task. But i mist.

Mistakes pt.1

Mistakes are part of growing up and it makes us who we are. But people dont learn from them and the few who do, try to make the best of them. Its hard for someone though, to not do the mistake twice, but we try no matter the situation we try. Mistakes are often made and the mistakes that really hurt, that twists us inside, that make our heart beats faster are often made in LOVE. We are only humans, but when we do mistakes in love we lose the one that we truley love and that sets us up for tradegy.

PEOPLE

People tend to put on faces for different occasions, why, i don't know. But I tend to do the same its a bit hypocritical but hey its life. Its a must, Its a necessity, and its a way of life. So we go about our lives changing faces or masks. We do it because w want to be loved, be accepted, be wanted even if it means not being who we are or what we feel like and it is sad! But we do wat we must do in order to get ahead in life.